October was an extraordinary month for me. Stepping out of my comfort zones provided a rich experience I had only previously imagined. It has not been without its pain and sadness but even that has contributed to the wonder I feel about this mystery we call ‘life’.
I seem to be working with choices. Not rational choices, based on logic and reason, but ones based on feelings that sometimes don’t even have words. I could call it an ‘inner-knowing’ except that there is no knowing. Know what? An ‘inner-trust’? Trust what?

An analogy I'm playing with is that of the human being compared to a battery. Batteries have both positive and negative poles and do not function without them. The power, or potential (from the Latin word for power, potent), exists as the energy released when there is flow between these poles. While nothing flows a battery is only potential and otherwise effectively dead.
Both recent Tantra retreats, one in the Drakensberg and the other suspended high above Cape Town's False Bay, were deeply moving. It touches the core of my being to bear witness to the deep transformation individuals undergo with such willingness to face their vulnerability.